Autumn Rain

I've been down lately
And I feel lost
A sense of frailty
Since I'm gone I know
That you are everything

I'm smiling faintly, never real
Maybe I'm crazy, but I feel
Unless I'm with you
Nothing makes any sense

It feels like spring when we're kissing
Winter when I miss you
Summer when you're with me
And now it's autumn rain

Clouds when I'm lonely
Storm sleeping without you
And sunshine when you text me
Now it's just autumn rain

Challenged to focus
And not to stare
Into the distance
Cause nothing's there
Tired of waiting
Want to go home to you