At the Threshold of the Big House

Never been here before, said the fear
Should I turn back and run?
Time is gone, brain is weak
Find the words
To ask him why it was done

Will you hold the truth in your arms when you die?
I'll be the sun in your eyes
Can you say my name or has it already gone?
Are you afraid of what comes next?

How are you today?
I wanna see you ok
Buried in me is your familiar face
I can't bring myself to hate you

Should have talked
Should of screamed
Said something
But the silence felt warm
Should have asked you to say
I am sorry, will you forgive what I've done?

Instead you hold the truth in your arms as you die
I see the kid in your eyes
I hope that dreams of us fill you're head when you lie
The small house never forgets

How are you today?
I wanna feel something good
Buried in me is your familiar face
I can't bring myself to hate you

How are you today?
How are you today?