At My Worst

(Bleed? me out)
I know you're the first to listen
When I scream aloud
I'm coming clean
I can and I will do my best
(To soldier through?)
Who I was and who I am
Don't write me off
Please hear me out

My skin is so much thicker now

Feel it in my bones
Not feeling anymore
The writings on the wall
(My scars are at the door?)

(Chorus) The worst is over, my eyes are open
They can say whatever, they can say whatever they want
Tonight I'm not coming undone
They can say whatever, they can say whatever they want

And I'll throw it all away
You can see it on my face
And I'll throw it all away
(...to find my vice again?)

Lay me out
Leave me bruised and broken
Watch me build back up
(And... aloud again?)
I won't forget the ones who
Pulled me out when I was at my worst
If it's you I care about
You know I'll tell you first

My skin is thicker now

Feel it in my bones
Not feeling anymore
The writings on the wall
My scars are at the door

(Chorus)
The worst is over, my eyes are open
They can say whatever, they can say whatever they want
Tonight I'm not coming undone
They can say whatever, they can say whatever they want
(...to find my vice again?)

(2x)
No turning back
I see it all in front of me
Forget the past
There's no way that I'd ever leave

(Chorus)
The worst is over, my eyes are open
They can say whatever, they can say whatever they want
Tonight I'm not coming undone
They can say whatever, they can say whatever they want