Luyện nghe bài hát As I Feed The Flames Of Hate

A conspiratory fills my mind
A hardly name
Yet it permeates my move.
of will is hardly enough
Accomplishing nothing but a
of completeness.

Pretense, my own
As by me to humiliate no one
But myself.
foolish game I play -
[My spirit] being to ever new,
plots by my mind -
Permanently my soul!
Etched in anguish, carved out in pain,

To maintain my sanity brings relief.
While is an eupherism for torture.

Denying myself the
Only the flood of emotion
me every time
As I struggle to my composure.

It's to deny the reason for my existence
Because I feel somewhere, somehow,
Our two paths join at one point
Through some spiritual, yet bond
so far had prevented all of my deceitful
Attempts and insignifant to
her from my heart.

Meanwhile I bludgeon into a manageable mold
Encysted in layers of hate, permitting to
Pass as I -
behind impermeable walls
Of my own bulsh*t!!!