Apology For Non-symmetry

I must apologize for not participating in symmetry
But it's been such a struggle to win entry to this industry
Put simplistically it sickens me for my lack of contributions
I hope to tighten loose ends with new sense and end this nuisance

I think it's more, more than I can take
I don't exactly know just what to say to you
But now the roof has hit the floor that I haven't said before

And it feels just like I have been more than
Patient enough with wasted breath on bluffs with no bread to touch
So much of what I give will become the unstable crutch
Then who would you get to lend you a new menu of gifts
To spit quick and then shift to the next on your list

I think it's more, more than I can take
I don't exactly know just what to say to you
That I haven't said before

'Cause it feels like I'm gonna try this time
We got a different way of seeing what the day can bring
And I know that I'm stepping up to the line
Now I'm man enough to understand it

So come on navigate while I drive
We got a different way of seeing what the day can bring
'Cause it feels like I'm gonna try tonight

I think it's more, more than I can take
I don't exactly know just what to say to you
And me

Well, look who decided to show up, grown up in slow motion
I have to ask you how did you pass through your own erosion
Could you help me get through this life with you instead of
Me impeaching the breeze of your breath for every issue?

I can't give up, I gotta keep trying as hard as possible
And never throw at you, the me
That compromised with stoppable
I make it so hard to try, I'll do what I know is right

Don't make it seem like this isn't forever
Because I want to come through
And be there for you but it feels so bad that I
'Cause it feels so bad that I was not there all those times

'Cause it feels like I'm gonna try this time
We got a different way of seeing what the day can bring
And I know that I'm stepping up to the line
Now I'm man enough to understand it

So come on navigate while I drive
We got a different way of seeing what the day can bring
'Cause it feels like I'm gonna try tonight

This land is a ghost with feet that have fallen asleep
The ocean is almost touching my toes
The city behind me grinds its teeth
You ask what it's like where we're going
No one knows