Apache

Life falls apart, its even harder than the war
Still hear the bombs and smell the fire in my head
You gave me work, you sold me pride
The reverse of the medal just fucked my entire life
Hearing bombs, just hearing boom
Something around me is scaring me to hell
Trained to be strong, now Im the weak who fears his life
My bodys here, my mind is still roaming in the trench
You gave me hope, you bought my life
The reverse of the medal just fucked my entire life
Army, take your responsibilities
You fucked me
You threw my entire life away
No more bag to carry
Why is the burden still so heavy
Even beyond the deep silence
Apache still drone within my ears
Army you wasted my brain
You spoiled my life for ever
Want my mind back
My whole body pays the price of stupidity
The heavy toll of fighting changed my face for ever
You gave me war, you ruined my life
The reverse of the medal just fucked my entire life
I saw sadness in their eyes when I walked away
War was a joke compared to what Im living now
You told me lies, now I see ghosts
The reverse of the medal just fucked my entire life.