[Intro: Lucy Everything is fine, is so fine Everything is fine, is so fine I'm good, so good 'Cause I'm good, so good, so I wish you would, I you would I you would, I wish you would I you would, this is my life This is my all, is my all And now I'm happy, right now I'm happy, but
I'ma get up in your mind now I'ma get up in your, get it get up, gon' get up get up, get up, get up, get up I'ma get up in mind right now you feel like dying right now I'ma make you to God To the good old for a sign right now To the old Lord I'ma get up in mind right now you feel like dying right now I'ma you pray to God To the old Lord for a sign right now To the old Lord
1] "I'ma make it some day some how" what you yourself But you ain't focused on what's important: mentality, health Everybody in the only want one thing, what's that? Infinite and a pocket full of wealth Its like ohhh I'ma bring it back to the Nobody can it People in the going ape shit depression but nobody wanna say shit I'ma bring it back to the I'ma it back to the basics I remember some how way I remember some how some way get up, get on That's what I on with your mind, tryna turn shit on But they want to paint me as a Even though I'm here to open mind Through the rhyme of I gotta open their mind and design the time To make a and get in 'em like an incision 'Cause hit 'em and give 'em livin' They wonder what I'm giving, I'ma give in I gotta let know I'm in their mind now
I'ma get up in your mind now Make you feel like dying now I'ma you pray to God To the good old Lord for a right now To the good old I'ma get up in your mind now Make you like dying right now I'ma make you to God To the good old Lord for a sign now To the old Lord
2] I'ma bring it back to the can erase it People in the going ape shit Battling depression but nobody wanna say Why nobody wanna I been living with this Why nobody say: will be ok I'ma bring it to the basics Everything be okay I remember somehow, I somehow, someway I remember somehow, I somehow, someway
It was December of 2015 in sunny Los Angeles in the heart of Hollywood I stood next to my wife in a line surrounded by hundreds of other people on our way to watch Star suddenly I was engulfed with fear and panic As my body began to In this moment my mind was of clarity But my body insisted it was in I around and I told myself I was safe, I was fine But I was convinced something was wrong Before I knew it I felt as I was going to and fade away My body weak And soon enough I found myself in a hospital bed being told I went thru was anxiety I refused to this story I searched and searched for the cause of had happened to me I began to detached from reality I felt as though I was seeing the world through a I got blood work of my mind and body to no avail The said it was anxiety But how it be anxiety? How could anxiety me physically feel off balance? How could anxiety make me feel as I was fading from this world and on the brink of death? The sense of being out of one's I'm not I'm not me I'm not is Nothing but feeling of panic understands Nobody knows the This physical It be anxiety It Or can it? Can it in fact be the mind controlling the Yeah, of I'm so in control of my mind and my But I'm subconsciously myself into a state Of bondage entangled by the ropes of my own mind I am Not life But with this I am scared, I am human, I am a man But I in the mirror and I see a child I am an adult who recognize grown ups don't know shit And they did And it me Cause now I'm just a grown up who doesn't shit But one thing is I do know this feeling, horrible feeling is going to kill me No, no this This anxiety is I have Just like you, the I wrote this for And together we will overcome this We will remember despite the attacks and feeling of our mind and body being on the edge we are alive And any moments we have free of this feeling we will not take for We will rejoice in this that is life We will rejoice in this day that we have given We will accept our and strive for the betterment of ourselves Starting with health We accept ourselves as we are And we will be happy the person we see in the mirror We will accept And live with