[Verse: 32] I'm going through a again I see a dozen women and I up with ten I put 'em back together and I break 'em That's a made in heaven or the thin line between and hate that we cross 'till it makes us repent I'm tryna let you know that this plays on my So you don't have to till I'm dead patience ain't one of your strengths I waited a lifetime just to end up in the I write rhymes so they won't consider me an While they was for a Grammy for the ninth time I was shedding tears with my family in the nite Night time's over, I see man acting Scarface But they won't like Sosa The night I woke up was when that black car up I was nine years old, blud Shopping for my mother, went to buy a tin of corned Car lights flashing, is this when me and the meet? Tints down, he shook his head when he saw me I it wasn't for me I've skipped more than you've skipped breath In gym sesh, cardio won't make the kid wretch I've seen the prince cry the king left Is the Queen gonna mates or keep him in check? Now I've seen a gunner ball rolling like him check "suck your mudda", incest It makes you wonder where the kid When gunshot lick all our in But won't allow you to be yourself I'm Cool J in a Kangol, yeah, I did it Don't wanna see us bond, guess they'd rather I string a So that's why I punch above my till I beat Adele I am with great hair I'll probably be the next Wayne Hector in years Tinchy had to break a few records to break Drake really had to take the pressure to Care care of you, take care of me, take care of us Take care of Mum, take of everyone You see how fast the hate to love When everybody has to rate what done Man throw shade on the slums But I rate what it made me See, I could been wasted and dumped Stuck about an eighth in my lungs Yeah, I pray the fuckboys their distance I'm to Berys, putting up a resistance You can keep your merits, man, I for distinctions I'm the type of home where my brother's my sister But that don't make a difference cuh I her to bits and We're just some tryna master the system I had a mega when I was running the infants Young Fire, Old Flame, get bun in the distance for me Mummy, won't you for me? Heavy like I'm carrying a on me But I'm just carrying the on me It's just a They say it's a game, they say it's just a game Well, if is just a game Why we just to play? It's a game said it's just a game, they say it's just a game Well, if this is a game Why we dying to play? And for you, this be another eight But for me, is just another day Just another race, in a race with the Tryna make it off the ship Can I get a break? Cause I don't want chase Cause I'm tired and there's no one to Nor can nobody My grandmother was a I had to put her in a grave, now my shoulder still I had to carry her I'm carrying the pain marrying the fame This is for my family to And the young niece my name
[Outro: Lewis] for me, yeah Pray for me, for me, yeah