Anti-climactic

It's always I feel I'm not sure if I can do anything else
And alcohol fills voids temporarily, it spills out, leaves the wound raw
I feel like hell, at least I know I'm back to my old self

Who would've thought changes effects were so widespread
Who would've thought a friendship's a relationship too
Maybe I shouldn't have friends
And, Christ, how I've grown in the past few weeks
Maybe I shouldn't befriend anyone else till I realize there's

No me in team, no I in said, no me in team, no I in said
Once again I forgot what I am doing
And I don't know who you are fooling
And just for the record, it never means nothing

And I can't keep up, so lay back down
There's still a few minutes to sleep in
And my apartment is as empty as me
Didn't I want it that way, nobody wants it that way

I put myself in stupid situations, I'll never make it out alive
It's hard to make plans when your plan is someone else

No me in team, no I in said, no me in team, no I in said
Once again I forgot what I am doing
And I don't know who you are fooling
And just for the record, it never means nothing

And I can't keep up, so lay back down
There's still a few minutes to sleep in
And my apartment is empty as me
Didn't I want it that way, nobody wants it that way

No time to sleep and I bet you could only guess
How good it feels to be on your own
It's hard to stand when you build your life on someone else
It's hard to breathe when you are running from yourself