An Ever Jarring Moment

Though I try to reason
With my bottle and my mind
Only to feel my waist sink lower
And to partly pass the time
Thinking of you

And that bear trap, it grew heavy
On my will, it never fit
I felt like half a man with half a breath
And I knew I couldn't win
While I'm [?] for you

But I don't know if I can stand by
And hear you tell me it'd be nice to see you
Am I the only one that knows why
And I don't know if I can stand by
And hear you tell me it'd be nice to see you
Am I the only one that knows why

And who am I to question
And who am I to ask
It isn't fair I gave you all of it
And told you it would last
It wasn't true

And I pleaded with morals
And I begged that they'd subside
Before you drew from me what I know
That I could only hide from you

But I don't know if I can stand by
And hear you tell me it'd be nice to see you
Am I the only one that knows why
And I don't know if I can stand by
And hear you tell me it'd be nice to see you
Am I the only one that knows why

But you and I, we're
We're holding on but what for
You and I, well
We've only got love to wait for
You and I, we're
We're holding on but what for

You and I, we're
We're holding on but what for