Almost Lost

I had fun, but now, I can't come down again,
To learn, you turn, hating our closed environment

And so I almost let you go (Am I alone again?)
For so long, I'm almost lost in you (Another end again)

I pretend, I don't fear, your footsteps fade away,
The sound, break down, stop me crying, white line of love and hate

Counting the seasons, I'm thinking of reasons,
Touching her face and soaking her grace in
Talking in whispers, ignoring my listeners
Un-plug me from your wall

I almost let you go
Still not a part of it
I'm almost lost here...