All Defeats

I've been treading water trying to find a rock to cling to
Should I try and swim or stumble back to shore?
I left the land and thought the answers would wash right over me
But the currents pull me, I don't know which way to go.

So if I would go to the beginning
I wonder if I would do things differently
Or I could say it's a lesson learned
'Cause you can't take back the defeats that I've earned

Should I stop, should I go and risk loosing all control?
Is it right, is it wrong, and do I even really need to know?
And all the mistakes I've made is just a lesson I can keep. I'm on for the fight.
I'm armed with my defeats.

Taking chances without thinking about the consequences
Now I have to face the trouble that lies ahead
So I hide behind the truth that cannot reveal it's colors
I'm afraid to admit that this might be who I am.

So if I would go to the beginning
I wonder if I would do things differently
Or I could say it's a lesson learned
'Cause you can't take back the defeats that I've earned

Should I stop, should I go and risk loosing all control?
Is right, is it wrong, and do I even really need to know?
And all the mistakes I've made is just a lesson I can keep. I'm on for the fight.
I'm armed with my defeats.

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, my defeats
Oh, oh, oh, all defeats
You can't take that away from me.

So if I would go to the beginning
I wonder if I would do things differently
Or I could say it's a lesson learned
'Cause you can't take back the defeats I've earned

Should I stop, should I go and risk loosing all control?
Is right, is it wrong, and do I even really need to know?
And all the mistakes I've made is just a lesson I can keep. I'm on for the fight.
I'm armed with my defeats, oh.

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, my defeats
Oh, oh, oh, all defeats
You can't take that away from me.