Alive

Are you still alive?
I can't tell. It's been a year. Nothing is clear anymore,
and it's like I keep flashing back to the days at the lake.
but I've got glass in my eye, and love's everywhere,
and it burns! I never saw her as a star.
This is not so clean, but your dirty.
I've got scars from fights but that don't mean anything!

Hey! and I'm still alive! (Not dead)
A big FUCK YOU! (I guess you forgot)
I don't care, so I hold on!
and maybe it's because (I can't repair)
I try way too hard to fix what is broken.
(I'm not broken) I never was....
(and I won't) I don't play by the rules...
(Play, I'll never play)
Too many shades of blue....I don't have a favorite anymore....

Time is a slut....Can you feel that thrust?
and I wanted someone to watch over me,
but I was only kidding me....
but I've got glass in my eye, and love's everywhere,
and it burns! I never saw her as a star.
This is not so clean, but your dirty.
I've got scars from fights but that don't mean anything!

Hey! and I'm still alive! (Not dead)
A big FUCK YOU! (I guess you forgot)
I don't care, so I hold on!
and maybe it's because (I can't repair)
I try way too hard to fix what is broken.
(I'm not broken) I never was....
(and I won't) I don't play by the rules...
(Play, I'll never play)
Too many shades of blue....I don't have a favorite anymore....

Time is a slut, I'm having fun burning all the letters....

I can imagine how you feel, but you don't listen,
we've been through this!
I'm not changing, I never will!
I can imagine how you feel, but you don't listen,
we've been through this!
I'm not changing, I never will!
I can imagine how you feel, but you don't listen,
we've been through this!
I'm not changing, I never will!
I can imagine how you feel, but you don't listen,
we've been through this!
I'm not changing, I never will!

Hey! and I'm still alive! (Not dead)
A big FUCK YOU! (I guess you forgot)
I don't care, so I hold on!
and maybe it's because (I can't repair)
I try way too hard to fix what is broken.
(I'm not broken) I never was....
(and I won't) I don't play by the rules...
(Play, I'll never play)
Too many shades of blue....I don't have a favorite anymore....