Acceptance

Holy Moses
Acceptance

standing - standing in front of the mirror
staring - into hollow eyes again
confronting - me with myself
watching - helpless selfinflicted pain
suffering - under these circumstances
feeling - broken and misused
knowing - that i`m living a lie
acceptance - that i`m unable to deny
acceptance

remembering - how it used to be
drouwing - in sorrow and ecstasy
growing - like a cancer in me
turning - myself into the enemy

i`m trapped -
with my back against the wall
frustration - takes its all
i`m trapped -
with my back against the wall
frustration - let frustration take its tall

no need - no need to talk to myself again
no need - to think that i can change the way i am
no need - to fool myself around again
needing - to accept what i am

i feel the need to accept that
i`m not the one i thought i am

acceptance