Absolution

i wanna live in the pretty sun
but daylight just makes me numb
so i cover up my scars
with velvet drapes that kill rock stars
change my mood
lick my wounds
trust will lead us to the truth
drown myself in misery
sleep with my enemy
destroy my destiny
erase the memory... of you

open myself to reveal my wounds
and i find the memory of you

i wanna die on the darkest night
when there's no one left to fight
fill my bed with leopard fur
think of you inside of her
suffer for my latest sin
until i'm happy in my skin

open myself to reveal my wounds
and i find the memory of you

i ache for you... i ache for us
i pray for you... i pray for us
i wait for you... i wait

deny thy lover and refuse thy name
first, last and always

deny thy lover and refuse thy name
first last and always

when will you tell me the truth?
when will you tell you the truth?
when will you tell me the truth?
when will you tell you...

my revenge on you will not kill you
it will make you want to kill yourself