Luyện nghe bài hát A Year And An Ocean

i'm trying too hard to to just be me.
to forget the imagined audience.
who i would understand me,
yet never me.
i can't bear to show what i don't know.
this is why i trivialities.
this is why i so strong.
because my shell won't be cracked if i make sure you find out how to.
yet i want to up.
i to see who i am.
i to see.
but it terrifies me to think that you love me for what i say and not who i am.
My just aren't me;
just another between you and i.

The select few who've seen the facade,
i pushed in horror.
of what they knew.
i so much about myself to keep a fucked-up advantage
and now i see i never had to gain.
so now there's no more to "Just be me".
no hiding behind a language. just expose myself for what i've been;
a fraud,
cashing in on
i learned to abuse,
what i used to you away.
that i to win even though.. every single time i lost.
single time.