A Faultline A Fault Of Mine

Im not scared but this is happening
Im not afraid but this is real, this is real
It all comes at once from every single direction
This time Im not, Im not sleeping at all

How could this be real?
Ive failed you, Ive failed you

I was lying when I said I was looking north
I was too scared to show what I am
Bear with me, bear with me, this is all I have left
This might be more than a simple conversation
Conversation

Its been dancing around in my head
For quite some time
Just the though of cleaning up myself

I was lying when I said I was looking north
I was too scared to show what I am
Bear with me, bear with me, this is all I have left
This might be more than a simple conversation

Im not sleeping, Im not sleeping at all

I stare at the wall, watching my time float away
Its all been a blur and nothing will change
I stare at the wall, watching my time float away
Its all been a blur and nothing will change
I was lying, I was lying, I was lying
This is defeat