Luyện nghe bài hát A Dream

It was a very clear fall night.
I had a terrible the other night. Billy Name and Brigid were
my stair case on the secaond floor about two o'clock
in the morning I woke up because Amos and Archie had barking.
That made me very angry because I wasn't feeling well and I them.
I was very cross the real me, they just better remenber waht
to Sam the Bad Cat that was left at home and got sick and went
heaven.
It was a very cold clear fall night. snowfalkes were falling,
gee it was so beautiful, and so I went to get my camera to some
pictures. And then I was the pictures but the exposure thing
wasn't right and I was going to call Fred or Gerry to out how
to get it set but oh it was late and I remembered they were still
probably at dinner and anyway I felt bad and didn't want to
talk to anybody anyway but the snowflakes were so and real
looking and I really wanted to them. And that's when I heard
the from down the hall near the stairs. So I got a flashlight
and I was scared and I out into the hallway. There's been all
kinds of troubles lately in the and someone's got to
bring home the and anyway there were Brigid and Billy playing.
And the stair case was a little meadow sort of like the park at
23rd street where all the young kids go and frisbee, gee that
must be fun, maybe we do an article on that in the magazine,
butthey'll just tell me I'm stupid and it won't sell, but just
hold my ground this time, I it's my magazine isn't it?
So I was thinking as the snowflakes fell and I heard those
voices having so much fun. Gee it would be so great to some
fun. So I Billy, but either he didn't hear me or he didn't
want to answer which was so because even if I don't like
I've always loved Billy. I'm so gald he's working I mean
it's different Ondine. He keeps touring with those movies and
he doesn't even pay us and the film, I mean the just going
to disintegrate and waht. I mean he's so normal off of drugs.
I just get it.
And then I saw Cale. And he's been looking really great. He's
coming by the office to exercise with me. Ronnie said I have
a but he's been really mean since he went to AA. I mean what
does it mean when you give up and then you're still so mean.
He says I'm being lazy but I'm not, I'm just can't any ideas.
I mean I'm just not, let's it, going to get any ideas up at the
office. And seeing John made me of the Velvets and I had been
thinking them when I was on St. Marks Place going to that
new gallery those sweet new have opened, but the thought I
was old, and then I saw the old Dom, the old club we did our
first shows. It was so great. And I don't understand about
Velvet's first album. I mean I did the cover and I was the
and I always see it repacaged and I've never a penny from it.
How could that be. I should Henry, but it was good seeing John,
I did a cover for him, but I did in black and and he change
it to color. It would been worth more if he'd left it my way
but you can never tell any body anything, leaned that.
I treid calling again to Billy and John but they recognize
me it was like I wasn't there. Why they let me in. And then
I saw Lou I'm so mad at him. Lou Reed got married and invite me.
I mean is it he thought I'd bring too many people. I don't
get it. he could have at least called. I he's doing so great.
Why doesn't he call me? I saw him at the MTV and he was one row
away and he didn't even say hello. I don't get it. You know I Lou
I really do. He won't even hire us for his videos. And I was of
him.
I was so scared today. There was blood leaking thought my
from old scars from being shot. And the corset I wear to keep
my insides in was hurting. And I did three sets of fifteen and
four sets of ten situps. But my insides hurt and I saw drops of
blood on my shirt and I remember the doctors I was dead. And
then later they had to take blood out of my hand 'couse ran out
or veins but then all this thinking was me an old grouch and
you do anything anyway so if they wouldn't let me play with
them in my own dream I was just going to have to make and
another and another. Gee wouldn't it be funny if I died in dream
before I could make one up.
And Calld.