DJ Why you keep givin me cards I keep? I throw these two back, you throw me two more, they're so I couldn't get the hand that I wanted in my sleep Cause when the dream get good, I get by sheep Nightmares, even I'm walkin in day I'm havin that I'm runnin but there's smoke in the way And this man in a suit, he take a toke and he say, "You have a promise that you and you broke it today." Now which part of this here did I just miss? Did I really sell my soul to this big red I don't think what you got to offer is enough For cars sex and houses, money and I'd rather be broke and own but piece of mind and a Benz, and a house, and a on top, help me out before I sink the There's gotta be more than 50 to keep afloat Cause I like I'm suffocatin, I can't breathe I wanna go, but I'm too to leave Take me with you Mausie, I know you're somethin grand as you away, and you gently release my hand And it shook my balance, cause you ain't no alive You I'd see you, if I chewed this 45? Oh I'd be the first person three, droppin me to the abyss, but I miss, what's me? I got the pressures of the WORLD on my back My nerves are turnin jelly and I'm bout to crack You think I'm on my homies, by holdin back? No I protect them all because the truth is wack Forever and forever scars trapped and dyin young makes forever stars Tell me why am I so And the way life's goin, looks like when hell comes, I'ma be a
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DJ They tell me Quik, suck it up, I'm to But me and Mausberg was closer than knew It ain't dramatized, and it ain't a act when you're traumatized, and it no turnin back When you're so connected, and it's hard to keep your When so affected, and it's hard to love again When so neglected - suck it up, I'm 'posed to That ain't for somebody you're close to, shit See your homey in a coffin is so wicked and It's be harder on all of us, cause we gon' relive it Over and over, drunk or sober, from October to I feel like I'm gettin knocked over And all the money in the world, make it better And a whole bottle of alcohol, don't it wetter With a blur and a slur I'm still ya name And on top of drama you add fame? Wild But when you start to then your friends they spite you And if you go to church, then hip-hop like you I feel like a on a worldwide stage but at the same time trapped in a real cage no way out, I play out, then I come back Cause there's an unwritten law that says I can't be So I put on my face, go back to the same place Only to realize that ain't got the same taste Even with somethin new, they at you cold And without a hot face, you old And leavin me and broken-hearted How I be finished with West coast rap? I helped start it!