4-16-06

Shivering all alone outside your door. Would you believe Ive been through this before?

And on the inside Im burning up in flames. Oh I dream of days when I still felt alive. I cant kill this pain inside.

And maybe if you were not sleeping you could see if my heart is still pounding.

And on the inside Im burning up in flames. Oh I dream of days when I still felt alive. I cant kill this pain inside me.

Tonight Ill dream of better days and confidence. I know that I cant shake this certain tragedy. Will I wake?
Got a gun in my mouth and my fingers on the trigger. Please dont forget my name. The hours turn to days, Im waiting. And with these flowers Ill decorate my grave.