Luyện nghe bài hát 1 of 4 (Thank You)

1 of 4...

My name is Ian Mathias
I was born in 1-9-7-6, at Biosfet hospital, located in Island, NY
I am 6 foot, four I weigh 2-0-0
I have brown hair and green
I enjoy writing songs, painting, movies and food
I two brothers, Chris and Graham
and two parents, and Jameija
In august of 2-0-0-1 I crazy..

This was not for public consumption
was made for four people... four people that literally saved my life
They who they are..
And ahhh I mean I could live to be a thousand years old and never them
I don't think this would pay them
But hopefully by it out, push the bank a little further..

ain't a burner for the whips (no it isn't)
This ain't even Rock fly earthworm demeanor (no it isn't)
My name is Ian Mathias and I was born in Long Island, New York
Seventy Six, before and after Chris... OK
In August of 2001 my seemingly splinter-proof brain bone, imploded
I kept it on the hush, but nearly
to the cold hard concrete on near bodega
for cigarettes and soda, me to casper
Dizzy with a nausea chaser, sensory eraser
Gorophobe vision, guilt, self loathing arrangements
Rose rapidly out a bog I'd fished in
that three separate foreign meds
I use the hook line and sinker simple fishing
Simple primitive taught, easing of soul, mind and body
but the symptoms rejected my cave-man operandi
So now it's one fish belly up, through mileage
that get 250 an hour for awkward silence
And, I'd be lying if I all of this
made even the fragment of sense to me
real... Simply put
I don't know happened, or what's still happening
I literally feel like I'm on the blunt edge of my sanity
JAIME, I the robots and I'm sorry
Broke down in front of you,
but you lent a heart and hand that you could
you're one of my best and yes I'd take that bullet for you
That's my word, which is all I have left
TONY, I you know I'm crazy, 'cause you told me
but that did never bother you, I hold you as my brother death
And I got your back if the drunk goblin step
for makin' a cat laugh, when I was with the dead
KATHERINE, figure, older sister, concerned be a limits
me know I wasn't the only one with this
Continuous offers for vacation, visits
Talked me through repair of a head of broken pistons
RIYAH, for the late night movie rentals and the I needed
An' you knew it, but I just admit it
You listened to me blab my issues for hours
Offer advice, gave me a hug when I was finished
Am I a jack of all trades? Nope... I like to write songs
Are they I dunno..
But I could tell you that I only write shit when I believe it
So take this how you want, but know I it
I want you all to know I'm scared
Out my fuckin' crooked soul and never faced a monster like the few months
ever in my whole life... I wish I could explain better (I can't)
But the pieces won't formulate it to anything even to cohesive
So I this is my feeble way to thank you
Four that extended something sacred off the purity of kindness
I owe you all my life and don't argue with that statement
'Cause without y'all I may not have a to offer, take it

you
I I could explain this better. (Thank you)
I'm sorry for your pleasures. (Thank you)
I love you all with all that's of me. (Thank you)
For helping try to what made a mess of me. (Thank you)
Somehow, someway. (Thank you)
get you back someday. (Thank you)
Just figure this all out... So..

I guess it is kind of funny you look at it from a step back
How one man can literally under the same pressures
Other men operate under
I soaked this out from all angles, walking through time
I have been over everything in my head, still I think anymore
But I guess times, when you can't breathe, there are people there
to for you
I am lucky to have those people around me
Thank you for me to not die
you for helping me to not die

Pocket full of pennies, and a soul tilt
Cockpit of memories and a dream full of guilt